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In This Nightmare

by Exorbitance

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1.
Demoness 04:40
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"Demoness" Aside, the terrors of this life My cries, forever silenced by your beauty The fear that once consume my soul has left And become a window of hope You have the power to rid my soul From these ever burning demons You have the power to show me The path to ever burning peace in life [Chorus] Oh sweet Demoness Take my soul Look into my eyes I have been through hell I've seen the bottom of the well of failure You know of my desires My fears, my flaws and failures [Chorus] Demoness, Save me [Solo - Pevny] [Solo - DeCicco]
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Powerless 03:54
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"Powerless" I breed the nurturing spirit But fail to follow through Attempts to soothe the souls of the tortured Intentions still remain to break apart this torment To kill what ruptures the insides In this nightmare I am not the victim I am powerless The mind can conjure actions The body disobeys As I am left with an empty heart Bound down by this affliction That holds none of my own Weighed down by this anguish Agony [Solo - Pevny]
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Covetous 03:54
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"Covetous" I tear hope away No time can bring to me What I desire, What I want so My sins cannot pay I fall to an effortless Icon of highest beauty And I kiss her feet With facility he taunts me Burns my soul With facility he taunts me Eats me whole This struggle tears at me These aesthetics of pain My own life laughs at me I know not what I want I fall to an effortless Icon of highest beauty And I kiss her feet [Chorus] THis man with flesh of gold His ease burns my soul I grasp onto hope It burns endlessly Desire runs through my veins I wish for anything My dreams torture me I fall to my coveted Icon of highest beauty And I kiss her feet [Chorus] This man with flesh of gold His ease burns my soul Renders me anomalous I am covetous (Solo - Pevny) (Solo - DeCicco) [Chorus] My dreams they torture me
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Beneath The Storm 05:56
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Beneath The Storm As I look at the moon's reflection in the ocean I look up and see black on the horizon In the distance, bolts of lightning flash before me Just like my life, I see my past and my destiny [Solo - DeCicco] My destiny, beyond the waves I can see Through tragedy, the end of this catastrophe I can now finally breathe My inspiration reflects through me Imagination is running wildly Passing time travels across my eyes I have come to free my mind Dazed I hear the sounds of the changing tide I have come to free my mind [Chorus] No matter how bad the storm Eventually it must clear The sky vacant, the storm is left behind But so much damage done Gone, but still I wait for its return For it still dwells in me As I look at the moon's reflection in the ocean I look up and see black on the horizon In the distance, bolts of lightning flash before me Just like my life, I see my past and my destiny So you test me, I now see clearly The will to live has set me free So much your life must endure Long beneath the storm
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Grace Denied 04:46
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"Grace Denied" My eyes are purified Our world is terrorized I feel the warm embrace From my fall from grace A light once full now fades I've been unsanctified I'm denied I hear the chasm cry Antagonizing me The echoes begin to call my name But I will never let it consume me [Chorus] These angels haunt me They give me endless suffering They refuse to bring me grace They're trying to bring me to my grave This curse within my life Make me the next in line To wander far and lost Trapped between life and death A dark eternity I will call my home This dark eternity I will call my home [Chorus] Why do they preach us with life and they bring us death? [Chorus]
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Illusionary 05:05
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"Illusionary" I am the flame that holds the key To your escape I am the truth, I am the lie I am none but illusion Maybe you'll suffer with me Maybe you'll suffer without In your head you will live in bliss But outside you're destroying yourself Can you taste the fear Can you feel the pain Can you hear the screams Piercing through your veins I am now your only friend In this world of hate I alone can ease your pain [Chorus] I'm the cancer, I consume I'm the answer, impending doom I've become a part of you An escape from reality You turn away, from the truth You deny that I am you I've become a part of you An escape from reality [Solo - DeCicco] [Solo - Pevny] [Chorus]
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Through Blackness and Silence 04:45
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"Through Blackness and Silence" [Chorus] Through blackness and silence From malice and violence What has become of me For me to feel I must bleed Through blackness and silence Questioning my existence I am not alive So lost an empty inside This psychopathic blood Flows through my veins It pumps my heart And it will drain Am I insane? Controlled and driven by my pain Something in me destroyed I need to fill this void [Chorus] Through addictions of lust All perception is lost Slowly losing my mind I drift into the void I need to break from this bind I need to kill this bitter vice [Chorus] [Chorus] (Through) Blackness and silence
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Ambivalence 04:38
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"Ambivalence" Frustration builds up to the skies Into your eyes, out of control The sickness comes To fight the blindness and the fear To fight them one must fight himself When will you know when you find yourself You'll keep searching all your life You've found the truth that you've been searching for Yet anger tears at your mind Regrets overtake your life Regrets become your fears This cycle rips into your skull THis cycle of uncertainty This cycle tears into your heart This cycle of misery [Chorus] Ambivalence, set you free Ambivalence, on your knees Internal battles represent The will to know yourself Blindness to the inside Has not the bliss of ignorance (Solo - DeCicco) (Solo - Pevny) [Chorus] Ambivalence will set you free Ambivalence, bring you to your knees (When will you know when you find yourself?) Ambivalence will set you free (When will you know when you find yourself?) Ambivalence, bring you to your knees
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Revival 05:53
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"Revival" Waking up the beast That has thrown me under Fearing I will fall Into the arms of emptiness This was built upon My will to not conform Breathing in the air To keep my faith alive [Chorus] Waited for so long, to bring back what's gone These demons come In masses tearing me up Remove them from within [Chorus] (Solo - Pevny) The hands of fate Have brought this game upon me I have no choice I will still remain alive The hands of fate Have brought this curse upon me I have the strength I will keep my will alive Revive me (Solo - DeCicco)

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released May 20, 2011

All songs written and performed by Exorbitance

Exorbitance is:
Glenn Ferguson - Vocals
Andrew Pevny - Guitar, Vocals
Devin DeCicco - Guitar
Chris DeBenedetto - Bass
James Applegate - Drums

Recorded at White Heat Studios, Fairfield NJ
Engineer - Ralph Nicastro
Editing - Ralph Nicastro, Andrew Pevny
Mixing - Andrew Pevny
Mastering - Jamie King at The Basement Studios, Salem NC
Percussion on Track #4 - Efrain Maldonado Jr.

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We've changed our band name! Any new releases will be under our new name: Framework

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